The bong was passed to Roman. He took in a whole mouthful, allowing it to marinate in his brain. As he exhaled, goose bumps formed on his skin. After his exhale, he sighed, letting go of his conscience.
But, of course, he couldn’t let it go; not even after the seventh round.
And, it was because she was right there, sitting at the couch diagonal from him. She was flipping through some study book, since she had nothing else to do.
Roman was self conscience. He couldn’t become wild when she was here. He couldn’t understand why Alex always brought her along. Didn’t Alex know what he was doing to Roman every time he brought Vicky along?
He peered at her through half-closed eyes. She wasn’t one to be called pretty—but she was enough for him.
Though Roman had always been thought of as the jokester and the non-serious guy, he had always been serious about Victoria Chang. If anything, she was the only thing that kept him from wrecking his life; because of her, he seriously thought about getting a good job and actually trying to get into the Crumplebottom Academy, where she would be going.
Alex laughed at an invisible joke and nearly fell on Roman.
It would take awhile before Roman realized that an actual joke had been passed along; he just didn’t hear it because he was too busy keeping an eye on Victoria.
Suddenly, she lifted her eyes from the book and it really looked like she was just staring at him, and saying something witty to him.
But, then, Alex responded. Alex, who was sitting right next to Roman.
Roman licked his partially chapped lips. Apparently, Lilith—who had been sitting diagonal from him—had seen his reaction. “I think we need something to drink in here.”
“Vicky, go get us some sodas!” Alex demanded.
Vicky rolled her eyes. “Why’s it got to be me?”
“Because you’re the only one who can see where she’s going!” Alex collapsed into some fanatic laughter.
The others chanted in agreement. “Go, Vicky, go! Go, Vicky, go!”
Vicky stood up, her face red from embarrassment. She stomped her way up to the kitchen.
Roman watched her leave, wondering why was she so embarrassed. Their drunk friends had always used her like that…she should’ve been use to it by now.
He slowly got up. “Need to pee,” he lied.
“Don’t trip now,” Alex warned. “Wouldn’t want to pass out in here…I heard they keep dead people in here…” His smirk was really unbefitting of him.
Roman nodded and tried his best to mask his urgency. He finally made his way into the kitchen to see Vicky looking for some soda.
“Are you mad?” His voice gave way to the fact that he was sober.
“And, you’re not high?” she sarcastically asked.
He ignored that. “Are you mad?” he repeated.
“Why?”
“Because, you look like it.”
“No, I’m not.”
“Then, why are you still red? Are you embarrassed?”
“At what? Being the only one who’s sane?”
He walked around her, while watching her intently pour soda into cups. “…Are you high?”
She instantly turned to look at him, her face still red. But, her eyes were blank.
His eyes widened. “You’re high, aren’t you?”
She closed her eyes, taking in deep gulps of air. “I-No, I’m not…I just feel a little dizzy.”
“You’re so effing high that it’s not even funny. How will you get home?”
“I-I’ll just stay here for awhile and lie down…I’ll be better to drive you guys home…no worries…”
“Vicky! You’re high!” If he remembered correctly, this would be the first time she had this reaction. Perhaps the fumes settled into her brain, already. He grabbed her shoulders. “You need to go home. Now.”
“But-but, Alex--.”
“Screw Alex. I’ll take you home.”
“A-Alex…”
He bit his lip. Even when she was suffering this much, she was still calling to him. Would she ever call Roman’s name when she was in distress and pain?
The look that Mr. Chang gave to Roman was one that wasn’t just questionable. “Thank you for dropping her off, Mr. Callaghan.”
“Y-yes sir.” This wasn’t the first time that Roman had met the notorious Shawn Chang…it was the first time that Roman had come to see Mr. Chang by himself with a slightly unconscious Vicky. “W-well, I should be on my way.”
“…I suppose. It is getting late.” It was almost nine, to be exact. Mr. Chang looked at the car that Roman had driven—it wasn’t Vicky’s. “So, she left her car at the Myrtle’s house?”
Roman nodded. He couldn’t say anything afterwards. He was sure that he hadn’t been this nervous in his life before…
“Well then, good evening, Mr. Callaghan. Thank you again.” With that said, Mr. Chang shut the door in Roman’s face.
“Good night,” Roman whispered. He stiffly walked back into his car. Once seated, he let out a deep sigh. “…Thought I’d pee my pants…” He knew that he was probably so nervous because of the way Mr. Chang looked at him and at Vicky; the look that meant he might know that the two had been around pot. Well, Mr. Chang was a doctor…
The thought of being caught—no, actually, the thought of Vicky getting caught and then being forced to sever ties with all of her friends (especially Roman) sent a deep pain into Roman’s gut.
Adrenaline shot through his blood stream and this was a different kind of high that he was finally experiencing—but, he didn’t like this high at all.
A high of fear.
After what felt like an eternity, he found the will to start his car. He took one last glance at what he suspected was to be Vicky’s window since the curtains were purple. With a smile, his fears were gone. The high had dissipated and it felt like it had never been there.
Roman drove off, thinking about how Vicky was the remedy to everything. She was his everything.